I hate it.

I hate it when actually I'm missing you and would like to hold on you but seems to be avoid it just not to get hurt again

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I hate it when actually I still looking forward towards what we actually wanted. But back-off instead just not to get hurt again

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I hate it when actually I want to fall asleep got my hands holding on yours but try to avoid it. Scares that your feeling wasn't real like mine as I have it when I'm around you

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I hate it when my hearts is actually still pounds for you